Things That I Ponder

Why does the question “Why?” cause so much hostility?

If, about a thousand years ago, photography and videography and express travel had abruptly appeared, overnight, like mushrooms in your back yard, would we have been so prone to pillaging and plundering other cultures? Would many of our museums even exist?


The more I want to see of the world, the longer I’d have to work. ­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­The longer I work, the less I see of the world. Is this the thought equivalent of a Möbius strip?


So many people make decisions based on fear. How can so many people be afraid of things that they’ve never witnessed or never personally experienced? Isn’t that like giving your power away to an illusion?


I just thought of another reason I’m grateful for my ASD diagnosis even though I didn’t get it until two weeks before my 58th birthday:

My whole life, I’ve been told some version of “you’re too sentitive.”

“You need to develop a thicker skin.”

“Stop being a crybaby.”

“Toughen up.”

“Why can’t you just get over it?”

And that always made me think, “What’s WRONG with me? Why can’t I be like other people? No one else reacts the way I do. What is my problem? I’m so humiliated.”

I was looking at myself as the source of the problem and beating myself up over it. I felt broken.

Now, post diagnosis, when people say stuff like that to me, I think,

“Actually, you judgmental, bullying, hostile ignoramus, I’m autistic, so you have no idea what you’re talking about.”

In certain situations, I think I may even start saying that out loud.

It’s empowering.

What other new perspectives will lift me up?


I just picked up a dime. I realized that I haven’t touched a coin in, probably, years. It felt weird. How long does it take for common experiences to feel foreign?


Why does the question “Why?” cause so much hostility?


Wouldn’t it be great if cars had a mood ring-like paint so you could tell if someone was prone to violence or road rage or driving under the influence or was accident prone? Or sleepy, easily distracted, or inexperienced? But that paint would wind up being used for nefarious purposes. That’s the human way.


How is it that in the Star Trek franchise, the elevator is always waiting at your floor?


Which came first, the sperm or the penis?


I can’t even remember who shot J.R. anymore. At the time it was a big deal. Who did shoot J.R.?


Does the MAGA crowd even know that Trump has 91 charges against him? And do they know that a great many of the judges who don’t rule in his favor were appointed by him, so the witch hunt theory falls flat?


I’m curious. What percentage of Trump’s 91 charges are pie hole issues?

i.e. to quote myself, “If you hadn’t opened your ignorant, racist, arrogant, bullying, irresponsible, evil, opportunistic, narcissistic pie hole, the insurrection would never have occurred.”

It’s often best to keep your mouth shut. Not that I’m very good at that.


Do I spend too much time inside my own head?

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6 responses to “Things That I Ponder”

  1. The sass in me was tempted to try and answer your why’s but I know the wise thing to do is stuff my pie hole and leave the xYz’s, of it all, alone. If I only had some pie to stuff my pie hole with. Does a pizza 🍕pie count?

    Once you ask someone why, you’re no longer just inside your own head. Now you’ve gotten inside their heads too. Gee! Thanks for adding to my own insane long list of whys I’ll be taking to my grave. As for Star Trek, why didn’t such an advanced spaceship have seatbelts or personal protective body shields for the flight crew? Now I’m in your head… 😁 

    I’ll take 81years over 91charges anyday. Wish he’d stop saying witch hunt. (Puts witches in panic mode as we frantically hide our brooms, grimoires and black cats.) He’d better be careful with this hyperbolic accusations because… karma; history might repeat just for him. https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/europe/germany-church-witch-burning-b1778213.html

    Here’s a belated valentine poem for you

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    1. 1) Pizza ALWAYS counts.
      2) Star Trek seatbelts! Great. I’ll add that to my list. 🙂
      3) Do you think he’s having a happy life with all that hate, and now with all those court appearances? Where does he get the energy to continue to muck everything up?
      4) The Catholic church has a heck of a lot to apologize for, not the least of which is the witch burnings. I wonder if he got Vatican approval for that “radical” apology?
      3) What a great poem!

      1. Cheetos energy might come from Adderall or some other sniffable drug.

        https://www.newsweek.com/adderall-trends-after-kevin-mccarthy-says-biden-lacks-energy-trump-needs-more-sleep-1591832

        I’m sure there’s a lot more heinous crimes, than we’re aware of, that the Catholic church has committed and is still involved in. Their ancient roots of nefarious secrecy run deep and wide. That’s often a side effect of growing your cult into a large organized religion. Since organized religions begin as cults, is it any wonder how often they resort to corrupt practices? Waiting for cheetos corrupt ‘maga’ (I refuse to acknowledge it with capitals) cult to declare itself an organized religion. Gods help us survive their insanity with our souls and democracy in tact. Why can’t we just vote them all off the island? 😕 On a brighter note there’s this… https://marytrump.substack.com/p/6-ways-engoron-nailed-donald-more

      2. Well, the top thing is pure speculation. Quite plausible, yes, but speculation. I’m getting more sensitive to speculation these days. Maybe I should blog about that. The second link, while it makes my heart sing, assumes that the court will see even one thin dime out of the man, and I have my doubts. Either the magas will pay up, or he’ll flee to Russia, or … something. I’m owed money on a couple of lawsuits that I won decades ago. Granted, they were small claims and in the thousands, not millions, but it taught me that a verdict does not squeeze cash out of people like juice from an orange. So we shall see.

      3. Yes it’s speculation. That’s why I said it might come from…   Speculation may spur one to investigate and eventually lead to answers to questions. This speculation was formed in an attempt to answer the questions about his constant sniffing, bizarre behaviors and lack of sleep. Even a scientific hypothesis begins with a question that generates research for possible evidence that can be tested. Now if we could just test cheetos blood. 🙂 Sorry you can’t collect on your law suit. Maybe you can still get it from their estates when they die. I hope E. Jean lives to see him convicted for his criminal charges. At this point it would be some justice for her as the money may never reach her bank account.

      4. I hope her suit is first in line over the other, frankly, should money miraculously start flowing. I mean, fraud is unconscionable, yes, but one wonders how many of the victims actually looked the other way. Whereas E. Jean… well, you know. But money or no money, the vindication must have tasted sweet.

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